Saturday, September 17, 2005
♥ 8:50 PM
sorry .. only managed to come and blog so many days after your email... :) ... u hor.. tot u coming back to work part time for a while... in the end fly my kite... *bish*
hello kele.. and hiyo xiaomin.. din noe anyone else was reading this blog...
Its been a tiring month... orders were crazy after the launch.. with the whole ops working till 12am every night for the past few weeks... And carol has left... so im feeling very handicapped... trying desperately to find ppl.. but somehow.. the youngsters nowadays... sigh.. lack of commitment... dun wan long hours... dun wan manual work... really cannot make it at all... their mentality is not to give anything to employers without making sure that they get something out of it... its been really frustrating...
And coupled with the fact that the product development for the seasons - CNY, Christmas and Valentine's is starting now... I still have 6 days of leave to clear from last year... but think no hope liao... most prob got to forfeit.. cos i cant finish my stuff by the end of oct...
Dun noe lei.. feel funny nowadays... dun wan to come to work... dun wan to do a lot of things... working at an ultra slow pace now... tracy says its cos im tired... partial truth... im really looking forward to that 6 days of rest... which is not going to happen at all... I can feel myself slowing down.. and not wanting to do anything... now becoming reactive more than proactive... and there is this irritation to ryan and peisan... everytime they mentioned more work of what should be done.. and the likes.. i will just give them a real hard look...
And it doesnt help that my school pace is getting frenzy... we have already finished most of the modules... 1 thick textbook in 7 lessons... and its coming to exams in nov... the Consumer behavior lecturer is a let down.. i just totally refused to listen to his lecture.. most of the time i just opened my textbook and read a different topic... cos there are things that i know from the TB that he din even noe... i got tired of directly challenging him in class cos his answers are below satisfraction.. so i gave up.. im studying on my own...
my love life.. another big headache...i kind of fell out with the parents.. cos they dun really like the fact that i work till so late... so now its a case of me not gng to his place at all.. and we only meeting during the weekends... but its still not too bad cos im really really busy on the weekdays... but there's nw a big bridge betw me and his parent.. havent seen them in a long time...
Im experiencing problems with cherie too...
Some things happen that made me start to doubt wht this friend is worth my care...
But its a long long story...
... sounds like a whole big chunk hor... like so many things that's gng on currently in my life... and so many bummers...
*reading thr the front part* .. now im feeling worse... so many bad things going on.. hahaha... it just feels TOO MUCH!!!! Im usually not someone who whines too much... but now i feel like im whining.. hhahahahaa...
u noe what i need now... ??? I need a holiday at batam.. (kele will noe.. :)..)
I wish i can just throw away everything now.... and just do NOTHING....
Sit down on an arm chair.. facing the sea... and ... smoking... hahaha.. nothing to worry about...
If i wan.. just jet ski a few rounds...
I miss those days ...
But i dun even have the time to do all this...
Sigh... back to reality...
I need cheering up...
hahahaha
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